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GSHORT JOE says:

hey ASSES.
the story starts here and apparently it will end here
its me and the fucking world that i have to either like or hate it.
the soul is born old but grows young, thats is the comedy of life
there's many different lamps in the world, but they all produce the same light
a man learns nothing from winning. it is the act of losing that elicits great wisdom in oneself
above all things said, a bloody jackass is what i am
so yeps, BTW type into the box below to navigate.
:D
(don't click the big red x of doom. it'll close the window)
(or i could be kidding)
(ha! you'll never know :D)

(Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @ 6:53 PM)

oo..the time we spent. says:

oooo....the time we spent.

what a memory.

i remember the first time we met.

it was early may, we both just started to settle in to our schools.

and well i decided to come down for the girls training, cos that was what the three bastards usually do.

it was the hall, where everyone was sweating, training their asses to get the game right. i was playing with imran while you were with the girls listening to sonia. imran took a few hits from me, n hell he loved it.

and then, there was the light showering above you. mybe its bcos of the lighting up on the ceiling or was it jsut my eyes. you were just so beautifull and innocent. you had the look of giving a guy the warmness he needs, and you started talking. that was a blow to me, for second. i thought you were a chinese, and you said " o, urm, im mixed." those words were so perfect.

n so two weeks went by with you on my mind. that beauty like no other.

i came down again that day with one focus on mind. to get to know you at least.

n during the journey down that little road back to the MRT.

it was the best moments spent with you. oo hell. we just clicked after that.

we chat every night. we saw each other, we even spent time even when we really cant.

by the third day, you wanted to tell me your deepest secret. you felt that you can trust it upon me. so we met. fetched you from harbourfront, had a few ciggs and headed back. by the time we walked you home, your mum called. A caring mother, like any other mother. i still remember those words. "i was'nt all like this. my mum lost her trust in me when i had ..............................".

shocked in a moment i was. but then thought back and felt how difficult it was for you that you had that responsibilty. and so on that day i told myself nvr to to play around but instead, be able to support you no matter how rough it gets.

we continued on, having our time together, going into the worst toll we can ever get. we had trouble when my ex-fling called. it was then that we both got really closer. we shared sumthing, sumthing that i was really searching for. i had truthfully love you.

and there...i knew that i can put my faith on you for i had trusted you.

n so we went on...again..living the life like any other couples.

we were really paired as the days went by.

i knew that i had to make us official. and on 14 August 2009. i asked from

you something that i am for sure about. for the first time in my 18 and a half years of my messed up life. i asked for your hand. i asked that i was ready n that i want to spent a journey with you, a journey that i promised to support and to give you happiness. all i asked for a return was if you wanna spend it with me. together.

and we did, i gave my hand adn you gave yours. we shared a ring that we promised each other placing it on our fingers.

and as the days went passed. we just feel so great together.

we were happy.

and yesterday, was nothing that i could ever accept. for it was such a blow to my heart that i shall remember.

all i have to say is, i shall nvr forget the moments we spent so greatfully together.

you shall be missed and loved always for

i can never share the love i had for you, to another ever.