(Tuesday, September 1, 2009 @ 6:53 PM)
oo..the time we spent. says:
oooo....the time we spent.
what a memory.
i remember the first time we met.
it was early may, we both just started to settle in to our schools.
and well i decided to come down for the girls training, cos that was what the three bastards usually do.
it was the hall, where everyone was sweating, training their asses to get the game right. i was playing with imran while you were with the girls listening to sonia. imran took a few hits from me, n hell he loved it.
and then, there was the light showering above you. mybe its bcos of the lighting up on the ceiling or was it jsut my eyes. you were just so beautifull and innocent. you had the look of giving a guy the warmness he needs, and you started talking. that was a blow to me, for second. i thought you were a chinese, and you said " o, urm, im mixed." those words were so perfect.
n so two weeks went by with you on my mind. that beauty like no other.
i came down again that day with one focus on mind. to get to know you at least.
n during the journey down that little road back to the MRT.
it was the best moments spent with you. oo hell. we just clicked after that.
we chat every night. we saw each other, we even spent time even when we really cant.
by the third day, you wanted to tell me your deepest secret. you felt that you can trust it upon me. so we met. fetched you from harbourfront, had a few ciggs and headed back. by the time we walked you home, your mum called. A caring mother, like any other mother. i still remember those words. "i was'nt all like this. my mum lost her trust in me when i had ..............................".
shocked in a moment i was. but then thought back and felt how difficult it was for you that you had that responsibilty. and so on that day i told myself nvr to to play around but instead, be able to support you no matter how rough it gets.
we continued on, having our time together, going into the worst toll we can ever get. we had trouble when my ex-fling called. it was then that we both got really closer. we shared sumthing, sumthing that i was really searching for. i had truthfully love you.
and there...i knew that i can put my faith on you for i had trusted you.
n so we went on...again..living the life like any other couples.
we were really paired as the days went by.
i knew that i had to make us official. and on 14 August 2009. i asked from
you something that i am for sure about. for the first time in my 18 and a half years of my messed up life. i asked for your hand. i asked that i was ready n that i want to spent a journey with you, a journey that i promised to support and to give you happiness. all i asked for a return was if you wanna spend it with me. together.
and we did, i gave my hand adn you gave yours. we shared a ring that we promised each other placing it on our fingers.
and as the days went passed. we just feel so great together.
we were happy.
and yesterday, was nothing that i could ever accept. for it was such a blow to my heart that i shall remember.
all i have to say is, i shall nvr forget the moments we spent so greatfully together.
you shall be missed and loved always for
i can never share the love i had for you, to another ever.
(Thursday, July 2, 2009 @ 1:46 PM)
why do we always have to fight?? says:
damn my fucking life man..
why is it that i am the way i am today..
weak hearted and soft.
staying home another fucking day with my mum alone.
what is it that she wants from me.
she does'nt nag at my brother, does'nt nag at my father except for taking care of him..
each time...even after school i come home she nags at me.
i guess she just too bored..n she just need to have a ear.
but icant hold it. sometime's i just wanna give her one fucking shout at her n leave the hse. but i dunnoe of her old heart can take the pains she has now..
now i cant even do my project. or even practice my maths..
oh GOD why do you always have to test me.
what am i?? am i the devils son.. do you need to see if i have horns or not.
we are all the same okay..we have both, the goodness n evil within us.
light or darkness, half the world will have to share it each day.
haaiizzzz...!!
Labels: my love for you will oweas remain true
(Wednesday, July 1, 2009 @ 9:37 PM)
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haizzz..... l
i wonder how mum can take it seh being home for so long.
well todays gonna be very short cos i did'nt do much
had to stay home the whole day.
yeah im grounded to stay home..hehehx
the reason being grounded is because i fought with my mum last nightwhile on the way back to yishun with bebe pricioso, hehex
me mum called annd aked me where am i n when do i wanna reach home n she started naggin at me, she just does'nt want me to become like my dad..haizzz.
Dad, i pity you!!
well yeah while she was nagging she though i purposely put the phone down, when it juz cut off. n damn when she gets pissed. you'd feel like you wanna take a knife and cut off your EARS.
hehehex..
so the reason i came home late was because i went to watch the girls friendly at TP.
Congrats to the girls west team. you guys did play well.
do continue to play hard and be confident on the court.
i know you guys can play real well...n you have shown me that.
though i noe only one of the girls team read this...
so i'll just give the advice to her then..
"play the game with your heart"
well im off to being a bore in my room then..
see you
(Monday, June 29, 2009 @ 11:08 PM)
e-learning sucks!!! says:
what up doks!!
hell a new day brings a shit and happiness.
firstly got early this morning to start off the week with this E-learning from home shit....since we cant go to school, we got to stay home n get online to huecampus.
(it something like msn but instead used for school purposes)
it was god damn boring urh...n student were spamming the
chatroom...so i cant really concentrate that well..
the class started at 9...n ended at 10..
good thing it was n easy class. then we had a break till 12 to 1..
where we had this lesson with this gay or really soft teacher.
damn irritating dude man!!... ask him to bold his words, he mati2 dun want to.
we cant see a shit he typing urh...!!!
but i had to leave shortly into the lesson,
cos got to know my darls lost her ez-link n IC..
which is like really a blow for her urh...now she gotta save up her money to pay her phone bill n this!!
i just hope whoever has a kind heart..if you find plz return back
to ease us...
of our misery.!!
so went on strait to meeting her n made a police report..
n after that met her old friend which like same height as me!...
cool man!!hehehex..
n after that we went together for her floorball training..
( im sorry meu bebe precioso for not seeing you fall, i really did'nt see what happened)
n yeah well the girls team gonna have a frenly against TP 2moro...goodluck girls!!
u have the support of the college west spartan!!
haizz..well i gtg ready guys... i noe you guys mite get bored after sometime..but i gotta end somewhere rite..
well till the next then..
shit i got another class 2moro from 10 to 2!!
fuck this e-learning..
(Sunday, June 28, 2009 @ 1:15 PM)
memory's we shall cherish.!! says:
weheheheelllll!!!
yepyep..
the blog is dead.
yeah well its dead cos the guy writing here was dead
but he's back bebey!!
kickin it n living it!!
heehes
sorry guys for not updating it for a very long time
i noe imran you keep coming in here but not
seeing anything new.
well you know you know
so, lots of things happen between my last post up till now
well school does'nt change, i am still suffering, but catching up.
just still need to work the kinks in my maths..
the equation can be solve but the methods "careless"
that's what my teacher keep scolding me.hehehx
good thing hatta can help me.
well now that school is done lets move on to the parts and parcel of this hectic life.
well the season has started for my floorball n it really is a good
experience for me...the game is faster n harder.
got a match today against NHAC-TRE no.1. good team though.
yeah...still a long way to go for us to reach the top
currently we're in 4th pos in the table cos of innebandy, Nus nemesis n merahans.
yeahh. well aside from that
i had lost a great uncle whom takes care of my aunt and children real hard.
may god bring you to his kingdom uncle charles.
love you loads.
o yeah...now we're into the real part.
i've made alot of new friends cos of this single cute little special friend of mine.
being around her lets me have the best time of my life.
the time we spent together will always be treasured.
no matter what i will stay true to her.
its cos of her...i've met some cool dudes n dudettes!!
like FIR-KEPING, RISA ASMATHIC N especially JOSEPH THE SLIM CHOCS.
n how i met her was like a shocker to me.
((((orite just a little info before i start, well she's a floorball player n plays for college west, oyeah westside rulez.)))
well we met during her training session. n well imran n epul asked me to come down cos it was the girls training. i dunnoe why but they love coming down for the girls training. hehehehex..
so they asked me along n well i jus came down urh..
n went on to shooting a few balls to the goal.
then suddenly this chinese girl came passing by infront of me to take a ball..
she was like" wait wait wait, lemme take ball first"
n i went all macho and stuff n saying" don't worry the ball wont hit you" like as if my aiming n curl is like beck's...hahahax...
suddenly she replied in malay" i'm scared of the ball"
n that was a blow to me. my jaw literally dropped.
i was stun, she looks really chinese n she's a malay!!
so after that i just wanted to try n get her no. but i was'nt able to get it
till about two weeks later cos of school..
i came down for the training, pretended to sit down beside imran to be a goalie.
n got her no. till after training when we chatted all the way to clementi train station.
then till now we're close together..
i have this feeling to make a move but not till im ready.
n yeah i noe i havent typed in her name cos i wanted u guys to keep reading. hahahax..
well its Azlina binte Norman.
going on 17 n lovin her fully.
aitez till the next guys n girls...see ya around cheers
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