!!xxJuIcy JoExx!!

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GSHORT JOE says:

hey ASSES.
the story starts here and apparently it will end here
its me and the fucking world that i have to either like or hate it.
the soul is born old but grows young, thats is the comedy of life
there's many different lamps in the world, but they all produce the same light
a man learns nothing from winning. it is the act of losing that elicits great wisdom in oneself
above all things said, a bloody jackass is what i am
so yeps, BTW type into the box below to navigate.
:D
(don't click the big red x of doom. it'll close the window)
(or i could be kidding)
(ha! you'll never know :D)

(Thursday, January 8, 2009 @ 10:44 AM)

Shit's been happening to some of us says:

SHit

i noe its only like 10.30 in the morning n im blogging

but what the hell rite.

been feeling shitty all night..can't sleep at all.

will my life ever be happy. thats the qst i've been asking

myself every single day. i may put a strait face all day. but whatever happy things i do each time, even with my buddies or my mates. it all feels the same each time. somehow bloggin is a good way for me to juz express my thoughts to people..which is like only a few who read it..

u noe, even living my life to the edge is still a bore if u dun have sumone u can share it with. all i wanted was juz a companion whom i can just share my thoughts, my concern, my care, my devotion but it seems that its been taken away from me. except this time twice. why am i so foolishly falling for her. what is that she have that makes her different from all the other girls out there. she like any other girls, just that the way she show out herself to others,her care,sweetness,n times when she get angry, she's just so cute to me. n o! so beautiful when i see her smile. thats the diff she has among so many which i can just share my life with, but i just wanna share with her. is it too much too ask. all i need is a companion for now. i dun have to like really be in a relationship or whatsoever...it's just that i need you. its you who make my day bright. each time she calls, she make my heart lit. she brings my mood up even at times when i feel really down. but now with her confession to me for my own good fren. i cant beleive thats i've been used, n twice. good thing was she confessed, n im not angry for that. i just feel so left out in this world. what am missing myself for. god. i feel so damn bloody emo.

i count myself as a rocker. i should live my life just as it is. no matter how many times i bruised, slashed or fucking bleed myself. im gonna hve to stand up strait. be taller among all others(metaphorically).i will keep fighting on for my family, my frens and my loves till my last drop of blood. for those are the rules that i imply on myself. n will follow it.